452e-04sep24 - drives, sep, 04, 2024; {nov, 21, 2024, thu; 9:25-09:40 AM, E}; [nov, 20, 2024, wed]

with 

less 

and less

control over 

natural drives

I lose my self

frequently 

between 

repeated dives

in the webbed lines

at

every 

moment 

even if not adequate

whether 

on the way

or in study 

or in waiting

or even at work

with scarce

remaining 

vigor

navigate

in panicked

avoidance 

n' evasion

of infamous 

flânerie

shirk 

dreams

in horror 

of the otium 

@vanres2023

https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2024/11/452e-04sep24.html

04/09/2024

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with

less and less

control over drives

I lose my self

frequently

between

repeated dives

in the webbed lines

at

every

moment

even if not adequate

i navigate in panicked

avoidance n' evasion

of my infamous

flânerie

shirk

dreams

in horror

of the otium

https://x.com/Sri_writer/status/1861030013799137467

Antologia: Miríade e Distopia (2004-2024) - {17, nov, 2024, sun, 3 PM, } by @vanres1974

452p-04set24 - de pulsões e impulsos, 04, set, 2024, ; {nov, 20, 2024, qua, 10 AM, C}; [nov, 20, 2024, qua]

452e-04sep24 - drives, sep, 04, 2024; {nov, 20, 2024, wed; 9:50-10:15 AM, D}; [nov, 20, 2024, wed]

https://x.com/vanres74/status/1859226943683453303?t=za_CZNpBGaeV3XWD8OfdvQ&s=19

452e-04sep24 - drives, sep, 04, 2024; {nov, 20, 2024, wed; 9:50-10:30 AM, D}; [nov, 20, 2024, wed]

with 

less 

and less

control over drives

I lost myself

suddenly

between 

repeated dives

in the webbed lines

at

every 

moment 

even if not adequate

whether 

on the way

or in study 

or in waiting 

or even at work

with scarce

remaining vigor

in panic

constantly

avoidance evasion

of infamous flânerie 

I shirk from

dreaming

in horror 

of the otium 

@vanres2023

https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2024/11/452e-04sep24.html

04/09/2024

Antologia: Miríade e Distopia (2004-2024) - {17, nov, 2024, sun, 3 PM, } by @vanres1974

452p-04set24 - de pulsões e impulsos, 04, set, 2024, ; {nov, 20, 2024, qua, 10 AM, C}; [nov, 20, 2024, qua]

452e-04sep24 - drives, sep, 04, 2024; {nov, 20, 2024, wed; 9:50-10:15 AM, D}; [nov, 20, 2024, wed]

https://x.com/vanres74/status/1859226943683453303?t=za_CZNpBGaeV3XWD8OfdvQ&s=19

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452-24 de pulsões e impulsos, 04/09/2024, draft [ 05/12/2024, 5a]

com

cada vez menos

controle acerca dos impulsos 

não 

mais

do que

de repente

reiteradamente 

me vejo entre constantes mergulhos

nas linhas

em teia 

da rede

a

cada 

momento 

mesmo inadequado

seja em caminho

seja no estudo 

seja na espera 

seja no labor

com escasso vigor 

remanescente

em pânico 

evito

evado-me

do famigerado flanar

esquivo-me do sonho

em horror 

ao ócio 

@vanres2023

04/09/2024

Sumário: Miríade e Distopia (2004-2024) - draft