07 de mar. de 2025 FRI                            abstinency:#travel_logs @vanres74 019e12jan25 [07mar25  fri] {06mar25 thu 14:55}

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live

write

look around

more intensively

than for a long time

after years of viciously use of,,,

 

https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2025/01/019e12JAN25.html

,,, smartphone

mind

entangled in the web

of a so intense virtual life

at least

it,,,

,,, appears so 

but this disentanglement

has been actually

pretty hard

to keep

as a feeling

of abstinency

almost overcomes

the desire to live more disconected

so many easy stuff

has been now

so hard

to do

or even beyond reach

because could not acess a simple app

the tickets for the show

with first lot

for the app

reserves

with a simple series

of click flowing swiftly

as passwords and data

complete automatically

now will be able

to get the ticket

or at physical

or at the website

but without preference

and going around the global city

not the uber or 99 options

but now or taxi or by bus

as every event occurs 

faraway from 

where stand

of course

a bus ride would b

much more adventurous

and remember 

to live more intensively

has been one of declared goal

but

how

much time

until next bus

how many stops

until destination point

there is not an app

to inform

anymore

will need to talk

where

to find

a charger

for the bus card

see

the long plain avenue

could not rent the bike or "patinete"

as they are only rented

through the bank app

will need to walk

grinding my tooth

lose a high discount

for those who connect

at the supermarket wi-fi network

in

the

not so

distant past

had thought

would like to try

actually disconnect entirelly

do not use the web 

even in notebook

but

these

last days

has showed

how unprepared

to full disconnection 

only three days without smartphone

even if

surely has allowed

more actual connections

do not remember when was the last time

wrote so much and talked so much

with unknown bystanders

at bus point or bench

or even at

market

queue

but

feel

would not be able

to manage the abstinency

even

present

limited experience

of disconnection

has generated

a feeling 

of a gigantic hole

It would be

beyond too much

to totally disconnect

and even

the privation

of the smartphone

seems a so drastic measure

why deprive the self

of the easy day ride

with the smartphone

would even be able

to write or do

dictations 

would not need

to type the writings

late at the night

or earlier in the morning

the texts

would not accumulate

at the scrap notebook

how much longer

would be abl

to resiste

the urge

this

dire

urge

hope

will resiste

another day

and be able 

"to go gentle into"

this dark days ahead 

but,,,

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and after years of viciously use of smartphone

again
i live
i write
i look around
more intensively
than for a long time
entangled in the web
of a so intense virtual life
at least
it,,,

 appears so 

but the disentanglement has been actually pretty hard

a feeling of abstinency

almost overcomes

the desire to live

more

disconected

so many

easy stuff

has been now

so hard to do

or even beyond reach

as could not acess a simple app

the tickets for the show

with first lot for the app reservation

at a simple series of clicks

flowing swiftly

as the passwords

and data complete automatically

now will need to get the ticket at the site

but without preference

and going around the global city

not a option between bus or uber 

but now by bus

as every event occurs faraway from where i stand

of course

a bus ride is much more adventurous

an to live intensively is declared goal

but

how much time

until the next bus

how many stops

until the destination point

there is not an app

to inform

anymore 

where to find

a charger machine

for the bus card

at the long plain avenue

could not rent the bike 

or "patinete"

as they are only rented through the bank app

grinding my tooth

lose a discount

for those who connect

at the supermarket wi-fi network

in the not so distant past

had thought

i would like to try

actually

disconnect entirelly

do not use the web 

even in my notebook

but this last few days

has showed me i am not prepared

to totally disconnect 

only three days without smartphone

even if i am sure would allow me more presential connections

do not remember

when was the last time

i wrote so much

and talked so much

with unknown bystanders

at the bus point or bench at the market queue at

but i feel

would not be able

to manage the abstinency

even my present experience

limited

of disconnection

has made me feel

a gigantic hole

It would be too much

to totally disconnect

and even

the privation of the smartphone

seems a so drastic measure

why deprive me of the easy ride

with the smartphone

would even be able to write or do the dictations immediatly 

would not need to type the writings at late night or early morning

and the texts would not accumulate at the scrap notebook

how much longer

i would be able to resiste

the urge

this

dire

urge

hope

will resiste another day

and be able 

"to go gentle into" this dark days ahead 

but,,,

https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2025/01/019e12JAN25.html

13 de JuN. de 2025 FRI                             abstinency @vanres74 019e12JAN25 #travel_logs {12JAN25 SAT 22:20} 14 de JuN. de 2025 FRI 09:00

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