deep despair: shit sheet @vanres74 024e12jan25 #travel

so worried about what would be like

to get out on a sunday afternoon

without smartphone

and net connection

leave at lodge

even the scrapnotes book

shit

pause

at a mini grocery store

by the side of the bus stop

borrow

a sheet of a notebook

maybe 

the salesman

see deep despair

through vain eyes

but now

takin the first scraps

can begin wandering afternoon

how

an agonic

experience, at first

but

able again

to scrap notes

https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2025/07/024e12jan25.html

let's share back

thanks

#poem 

#writerslift

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deep despair and a shit sheet @vanres74 024e12jan25

so worried about what would be like

to get out on a sunday afternoon

without connection

even leave

the lodge

without scrapnotes

book

pause

at a mini grocery store

by the side of,,,

pause

at a mini grocery store

by the side of the bus stop

borrow

a sheet of a notebook

as there is no paper to sell 

shit

maybe 

the salesman see deep despair through vain eyes

but now

the wandering afternoon can began

how

an agonic

experience, at first

but able again

to scrap

notes

https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2025/07/024e12jan25.html

let's share back

thanks

#poem 

#writerslift

11 de jul. de 2025 sun               deep despair and a shit sheet @vanres74 024e12jan25 19jan2025 08:54-09:10}     024e12jan25 dom 13:00

https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2025/07/024e12jan25.html

 024e12jan25 dom 13:00

so worried about what would be like

to get out on sunday afternoon

without connection

leave the lodge

without

scrap

book

how an agonic experience

at first

pause

at a mini grocery store

by the side of the bus stop

i borrow

a sheet of a notebook

as there was no paper to sell 

the afternoon began

i am able again

to scrap

notes