in the early
cool afternoon
with no defined destine
wander around the city
but it seems to suffocate
density of anguish
and confusion
intensively
drains energy
in addition to diffused symptoms
and unstable impressions
lack of meaning
in daily errands
and when
begin to write
observe the self
increasing perception
of unbalanced
mind and body
keep writing
and feeling
slowly
anxiolytic
doing its effects
once again the realization
of not being able to avoid
pharmaco's regular dosage
of how will
isn't enough
for survival
against
the desire
for autonomy of the will
realize frailty of the self
even
if momentarily
leave the random path
https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2024/10/blog-post_18.html
18out24 qui #fenomenologia [18out24 v5a v6th] in the early afternoon @vanres74 410e24jul24 [18out24 v5a v6th]
{08may25 thu 09:15 - 09:50} (24jul24) #phenomenology 1 #nature 2 #trees-birds 3 #garden 4 #city 5 #collectanea
#fenomenologia 1 #natureza 2 #árvores-passaros 3 #jardim 4 #cidade 5 #coletânea
18out24 qui #fenomenologia [18out24 qui v5a v6th] [23jul2026 4a qui]
in the early
cool afternoon
with no defined destine
wander around the city
but it seems to suffocate
density of
continue:
https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2024/10/blog-post_18.html
18out24 qui #fenomenologia [18out24 qui v5a v6th] [23jul2026 4a qui] {08may25 thu 09:15 - 09:50} (24jul24)
#phenomenology 1 #nature 2 #trees-birds 3 #garden 4 #city 5 #collectanea
18out24 qui #fenomenologia [18out24 qui v5a v6th] [23jul2026 4a qui] {10dec24 thu} (24jul24)
#fenomenologia 1 #natureza 2 #árvores-passaros 3 #jardim 4 #cidade 5 #coletânea
18out24 qui #fenomenologia [18out24 qui v5a v6th] [23jul2026 4a qui]
no início da tarde @vanres74 410p24jul24 [18out24 v5a v6th]
no início
de tarde fresca
sem destino definido
eu vagueio pela cidade
mas parece me sufocar
a densidade
da,,,
continue:
https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2024/10/blog-post_10.html
in the early
cool afternoon
with no defined destine
I wander around the city
but it seems to suffocate me
the density of anguish
confuses me
and intensively
drains my energy
in addition to diffused symptoms
and unstable impressions
lack of meaning
in daily errands
and when
I begin to write
I observe myself
increasing my perception
of mind and body unbalanced
I keep writing
and feeling
slowly
the anxiolytic
doing its effect
once again the realization
of not being able to avoid
pharmaco's regular dosage
of how my will
isn't enough
for survival
against
the desire
for autonomy
i realize my frailty
even
momentarily
i leave the random path
https://vanres1974.blogspot.com/2024/10/blog-post_18.html
@vanres2023
07/24/2024
08/14/2024
10 out 2024
oct 17, 2024
Antologia: Miríade e Distopia (2004-2024) - draft
Previous versions
410-24 in the early afternoon, jun 24, 2024, draft, portuguese version, [oct, 17, 2024, fri]
in the early
cool afternoon
with no clear direction
I wander around the city
it seems to suffocate me
the density
of anguish
confuses me
it drains my energy intensely
but I continue on a random path
in addition to diffused symptoms
unstable impression
of lacking meaning
for daily
errands
and I begin to write
while I observe myself
increasing my perception
mind and body
unbalanced
after so many crisis
I continue
writing
and
I feel
slowly
the anxiolytic
taking its desired effect
once again the realization
of not being time to avoid
the regular morning dosage
against the desire for autonomy
I realize my fragility
how my will
isn't enough
for survival
@vanres2023
07/24/2024
08/14/2024
10/09/2024
Antologia: Miríade e Distopia (2004-2024) - draft
Portuguese versions of the poem
410-24 no início da tarde, 24/07/2024, draft, [10/10/2024, 5a], english, draft
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